. :Meeting Your Replacement:.
Recently, it seems everything that has to do with exes or current gf keep popping in my vision or appearing itself. Did i sent out the attraction ? Or Did they sent out the vibration ? This is….*cant’ find a suitable word* …. Now, even in magazine has article over issues of it. Got me laughed on. wtf. Lolx.
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" Even if you’re over him, it still hurts to see/think your ex arm in arm with a new woman. "
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Seriously the phrase above got me thinking, was that the matter that made you so besserk and it itched you to mind his business still, counted you thought he is still into you and still wana have his thing under your control ? Poor you. And poorer me ? *thanks to you, it did not make me a nice current gf impression to you and ought to leave you thinking i hate you cos you’re the ex-gf ?* (YAWN)
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Aaahh….now i realize maybe that’s what got you bitchy. Hmn 
But i guess i could never understand the ex-gf besserk attitude thingy cause well, i thoroughly DO NOT give a darn thing about my ex-bfs after i ended those relationships. Why keep on pestering right ? Move on with life larh. There are better things look up to. If you’re curious what kind of ex i am or wondering if what i claim its true…There, read the below.
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| You Are an Indifferent Ex |
 You’re not one of those girls who thinks about her exes - or even remembers them"Love ‘em and Leave ‘em" is your motto. And your break ups tend to be a clean break. It’s a nice strategy to have, and guys appreciate your total lack of emotional baggage. |
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=) See ? L.M.O.
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Anyway, this entry is not any kind of personal attack thing. Just my daily rant. If you’re bothered with it….Well, i would just say…keep on bothered. I’m more happy to know that.
Yes, I’m really telling this to you. Lol.
time for sleeping beauty. tata
Wait, i left something out… you see, even if bf used to have the still-hankering-over-you thingy. So what ? Most important is, who is he still with now ? Maybe, bf has a part to play over our messed-up issue. He can tell me a diff story or how nasty you were and he can treat you a diff way but Really, who is he with now ? Hmn ? But, you played a bigger part by triggering it as well (you know what you did). And you know the best part is, no matter what, he is still my bf and who do you think i will most likely to stand by ? You may think, im a fool, trust me, you made a bigger fool yourself by getting in the ring. Unless, one final day im done with him. Then its another story.
Im pretty sure you’re not likely to get back together since you have your Mr. Maria with you (if you’re still together) and i hope he is a good stuff. Well, i guess you just enjoyed thinking of still having my bf over you and hence you hated me for trying to stop that. Hmm…. Bitch ey ? Yea, i kinda know you larh. Lets put in a better way to say it, you’re not a simple girl. 
Very nice of me rite ?
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Anyway, maybe you wana patch things up, maybe you finally wana make friend and have a peace with me but… i really hate you for all the lil acts you did. Really, i do cause its Too much, i can’t stop hovering over it. I guess it pissed me that you’re a freaking bitch. And alas you want me to forget everything you did just because you wana be nice now ?
Tsk tsk, loser. Well, could you ever do that if your maria’s ex is like you ? I bet you will slap her like you wanted to do me ? I wonder should i be the one slapping you ? But i ain’t no bitch or under educated or a triad member, i believe a woman should never ever use physical violence. But you, threathen to slap me, to my bf ? Mafia-klang hurh ? Gosh, LOLx. So what happen in the end ? *cough cough*
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Maybe, just maybe, one fine day, i might just let go of everything that has ever happened and forgive you and moved on to be friend with you. Who knows ? But i guess, im a bigger threat to you that i thot i would be and you are so concious about it, it would still make you bitched, i know you ain’t stupid and i’m not dumb either.
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Suddenly, it made me aware, are you reading me all this while ? Are you following my track ? I did see some irregular IP address on my tracking system ….. Bet, you didn’t know im no tech noobie. You also mentioned to my bf that i bla bla bla ~ But i guess not, you moved on rite ? And only my friends in friendster are able to read it. No wait, i think my link is somewhere out there. Oh well, i couldn’t be bothered. I believe silent reading is an addiction. Especially reading on yourself being bitched. Go on if you must. But i appreciate you keep reading silently, and if you must say a word, say it in your own space that unknown by me so that it won’t cause you trouble.
If you’re never here, well, you will never read what i wrote anyway. So it would only be my obsession.
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Ok, im off to watch my fav drama now. " Nu ren he ku wei nan nu ren" OMG. If you understand, you’ll get what i mean. Lolx ~
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Dear readers, bear in mind, this is freedom of speech and its in my space. Please respect it and made no judgement. Gracias.
